if you break the rules of life i dont think that you lose anything
in this life you must always get a risks imagine that you have all the thing that you live  it without any effect.
you must have a good plan everytime everywhere because your struggle it's gift from your god it's nit from you there is no when like to see someone who don't have a past who dont have any past any problem you cannot take and do your dream if you don't have a problem in your life what the things that will make you do however you did it's the pain that you have every time you have a new challenge and new life to live it if you have the same problem every time and you cannot resolve it how you can be a leader then.
you have to have the courage to live in the new life because if you rest without any effect and accept the thing like this you are loser.
you must take yourself in this new life and live like it and do however to get in and get your spirit on to like it because if you don't like it you will be a loser.